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Fear
05:33
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FEAR
Are you looking at me?
FEAR
Drowning in the paranoia
FEAR
How can you even breathe?
FEAR
What’s he gonna do next?
FEAR
Look inside your mind
FEAR
The face you hide to the world
FEAR
Is the way to failure
FEAR
How the weak will die
FEAR
The curse of the mind
FEAR
The death of the free
FEAR
Is the way to failure
FEAR
How the weak will die
FEAR
Look inside your mind
FEAR
Drowning in the paranoia
FEAR
Is the way to failure
FEAR
How the weak will die
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2. |
Pray
04:03
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Will you kneel before me now?
Will you bare yourself to me?
Will you beg for all I have?
Will you obey my commands?
Are you the night or the day?
Are you ready to play?
Are you the right or the wrong?
Are you the weak or the strong?
Pray to yourself
Not to me
Your name like fire on my lips
So delicious I can’t resist
You give me the power and dominion
Slide down for our communion
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3. |
Poison
03:50
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Eyes red and streaming,
skull aching with the pressure
Stop, pour another measure
Drain and repeat, your empty glass screaming
Drink to forget the feeling
Each shot drop another pill
Drink until you start to spill
Laying in the water, naked, motionless and bleeding
She’ll take your heart, your love, your light
She’ll rape your might, your strength your fight
She’ll leave you ravaged, defiled, broken
Till nothing is left and you’re bottom of the pile
Your voice, your thoughts, your everything
Sodomized, wasted and withering
Blackened, burnt and devoid of anything
She’s the poison running through your veins
You’ve been there such a long time
Demons spreading in the room with the dark
So black you can barely see the cut mark
Down the road you can hear the bells chime
The sound of doom, cometh the end
And a slow smile starts to spread
Like a sunrise on a face long dead
Pull the plug, all fear transcend
She’ll take your heart, your love, your light
She’ll rape your might, your strength your fight
She’ll leave you ravaged, defiled, broken
Till nothing is left and you’re bottom of the pile
Your voice, your thoughts, your everything
Sodomized, wasted and withering
Blackened, burnt and devoid of anything
She’s the poison running through your veins
See this through, you fuckwit coward
Don’t be chained to a world that forgot
There’s nothing left for you here
They don’t care
You are nought
You’ve been taught
Cross your heart and hope to die
Step into the void lets fly
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4. |
Falling Apart
04:51
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There’s a certain feeling, you get when you’re leaving
like a sickness that’s rising,
A mixture of grief and elation, guilt and amazement, fear and awareness.
What the fuck am I’m doing?
She’s looking like hell, she’s looking so well
And I don’t how to say what I want to say .
Every second that ticks, is like a bullet that sticks
In my head and my body
Time is killing me now and it’s only getting worse
with all the lies and the half-truths,
clogging up my world view
I’m falling apart in front of you
How the hell do I rescue the situation
When everything I say makes her back further away?
I’m broken I’m fading
My life is abating
I’m twisted and torn
by decisions I’m making
October eyes glowing
You’re cold, yet I’m yearning
I’ll let you in, then I will shut you out
I’m broken I’m fading
My life is abating
I’m twisted and torn
by decisions I’m making
October eyes glowing
You’re cold, yet I’m yearning
I’ll let you in, then I’ will shut you out
I’ve rarely seen her eyes,
They’re normally disguised
And how I want to see what they have seen
Understand all we could’ve been
and I’m hating myself and all my feelings,
the shit I do when I’m fearing
Avoiding regret but still ending up headfirst in lament
What a sight it must be, self destruction, at it’s best or its worst
Fuck it all, time for another gin
Think what you want about me
I’m sure I’ve already been there and deserved it
You see I know I’m disgusting,
I know I’m a failure
I know
I know
I’m broken I’m fading
My life is abating
I’m twisted and torn
by decisions I’m making
October eyes glowing
You’re cold, yet I’m yearning
I’ll let you in, then I’ll shut you out
I don’t care!
What am I doing
You’re perfect, I’m naked
I hate you, I love you
I want you, I crave you
Two faces I’m faking
Too much I can’t take it
Just let me die slowly
I deserve all that pain
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5. |
That.Black.Form
03:02
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I was born under thunderous skies
With a desperate will to die
Hopeless and tragic
A pointless victim of life
An eruption of misery
Raging storms of agony
Convulsive fits of rage
Drowning into sorrow
Broken mind, bleeding from within
I take a final stand against him
He’s tearing me limb from limb
Claws digging straight into my skin
That Black Form will always win
I will die under glorious skies
Free from the grasp of shame
Hunted no more
With a freedom to endure
The everlasting darkness
Alone
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Paresis Milton Keynes, UK
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